i dnt know i could hurt this much. i've always thought tt i'm alot stronger. all this while, i can get over things easily. i dnt dwell over things. i dnt get hurt easily. i have a positive outlook of everything.

Now, I cried every moment I cn get. Idk why am I getting so emotional? Is my bestfriend here? Lemme check.

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Nope. It isn’t. Maybe soon then. Mine isn’t regular. Something abt irregular hormones.

Still, I feel so stupid. Am I stupid to have kept faith in you? Y’re nt even worth it. It is so clear now. I gt played. Dumb! I should have believed Mr. J. he told me tt I’m gonna get hurt if I keep meeting you. Unfortunately, he was right. I should have stayed away in the first place, shouldn’t I? idk why must this be happening. It isn’t fair.

How much longer cn I stay sane? I feel so rejected! I’ve nvr felt like this before. A**hole! I remember you asking whether I am a passing cloud to you. I recall saying time will tell. ! Instead, y’re the passing cloud. But why does it feel like it was a tornado tt just passed me. Snatching a part of me together with it. What’s the meaning of all this? Is it a test or are you really gone fr good? Dang! I sound so pathetic. I’ll stop my rantings here.