ndp is coming! i'm excited! planned to watch fireworks at seletar, i think. not really sure. haha. sure thing is, i'm not gonna go out for long. dnt wanna miss the singapore idols. the adverts promised a good show. haha. i can't believe singaporeans act like tt. i've always thought we are conversationalist. haha. pathos!

sorry to have not uploaded the last outing trip photos. blogger has been a real prick!
nd the long MIA. been really depressed over things tt has hurt me more than make me happy.
i forgot the the things i used to say to people tt have been having a hard time in life.
like no need to dwell on the things tt would only hurt you. get real! enjoy life!
now tt i'm the one who have been having hard time, i find it difficult to open up to people. idk.
ts just tt i dnt trust anyone with these things. we promised to keep it to ourselves.
nd now, i dnt have anyone to tell.
he, on the other hand, have his 'kuncu kuncu' to tell abt his problems. haha. nvr mind tt. i've always managed on my own before. i'm sure i can manage it now.
shall not elaborate much.

been gg out alot now.
here are things tt i saw nd totally wanted
- bag $22
- school bag $46
- stonewashed jeans $29
- skirt $10
- giordano smiling tees $29
- guess wallet $40
- shoes (PRICE NOT SURE)
nd few dresses.

i'll try nd get a job by sept, i hope. i really need a job! i need to support myslf again, i guess, with the economy now turning this way.
i know tt money dnt fall from the skies. mom's not a money generator.
she worked hard enough for the five of us to have a roof on our heads and sufficient food on table.
i know its hard for you with no one to support you.
people are looking at you with different views now tt y'ou started working again aft dad proved to be useless.
i dnt blame you, dad. you just followed the wrong group of ppl. how can an adult be so thoughtless? idk
now y're just sitting thr and proving yrslf to be a burden. you need to think abt mom.
dnt leave her to pick up yr slack. though she has been too nice. you cnt just step on her.
y're just lucky she is a strong woman.
i'm sorry fr the times whn i fought with you, mom.
okay, i think tts enough. i'm tearing up now. haha.
tts all i guess fr now.
pheww. its feels better to have let those out.