hari raya is nearing yet i dnt feel festive at all. i dnt think i'll be celebrating tt much. haha.

its funny how some ppl react to things. doing stuffs without thinking first. then regret later. which in this case happens to be me. haha. i need a change in habit. haishh. im sorry.

i am a very strong young lady. am i nt? i hope i am. haha.

life isn't a bed of roses. friends do not come easy. you might think they are the best people in the world but when you got a bad treatments over trivial matters or even of things tt you yrslf are nt sure about. it sets bells ringing in yr head. what have you done to deserve such hateful people? i'm nt naming names. i don't understand why, really. i won't feel good if i were to chide them. we used to be this small group of happy children. how i wish i could relive the past. haha. faking is really hard. how i hate to do it.