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Thursday, January 21, 2010

priceless.



I hate hectic lifestyles.

Floorball and hockey season starting soon. But sheets and sheets of homework keep on piling. It is so suffocating. Came late for training because of coaching lessons or re-tests and got the sarcastic remark. Didn't come for classes, get this pep talk on how education is more important, how your future depends on how well you are gonna do for o'lvls. Duhh. Like i don't know.

Idk why but i feel so not up to standard in both my studies and CCA. Sports, not doing well. Studies, Worse! I look around and notice that everybody is bucking up, everybody is working hard. But i feel as though i'm like the only one not doing anything. Taking it slow. I can't seem to possess myself into studying. I hate that word now. I heard people could be hypnotized into quitting smoking. Maybe i could do the same for studying. There! That's the word again. Haha.

Weekends are like a Snickers bar in many ways. It's pleasurizing and at the same time, so fattening. Not only did i get to lie in and just chill the whole day but it is also the time when you get to meet people.(in a generic way) Haha. Very unnecessary, i know. And when it is already weekends, Monday seems very near and all the torturous days would start yet again. The anticipation would keep me from having as much fun as i should be. So it's like a win-win situation. You get to have a bit of fun but still have got to study. But its still the few days i look forward to.

Does that makes any sense? I don't know what i am saying. Haha. Forget it!

Dear God, let all this be over and let me have long holidays. So i could sleep in everyday and care not for the things around like an ignorant i am. Amen.

Let's keep Saturdays as special as can be.

Another thing, about friends. I think the situation is improving. I shan't elaborate much.

I got a lot to blog about still but lets just keep it until here. This is the result of not blogging often. I would end up with tons to share but just can't find the time. At least now i know people are reading, i could at last post something decent. Haha. I don't feel like i'm talking alone anymore. Very wierd, you see. Haha.

I need to sleep. I can't wait for tmrw. Haha.

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