sombody told me someone is interested in somebody and i found out that someone is feeling a little unhappy about something. therefore someone has been acting like a little bitch. well, maybe someone already is a little bitch all the time but the problem now is someone's bitchiness is heading in my direction. mmmmm. i love this. catfight soon ehh? yes. you got that, spot on.

another thing, if you feel that anybody is taking away your love, saying that anybody is a bloody flirt. actually no. anybody isn't. anybody is just a step ahead of you in LIFESKILLS. you are just not good enough at it yet. you'll learn them soon, let me give you a little lesson. you should able to control your emotions and know what to show and what not. guys like direct/slutty girls if they just wanna have sex with them but if they want one to keep for awhile, maybe a little challenge would be fun, pull his strings a bit. if they want to get married to a girl, guys are usually very careful. they want a decent one. face it! you are nowhere near any of 'em.

i think i'm crapping too much.

i'm tired. i'm so bloody damn tired! i have alot on my mind to think about and here comes the black cloud. so ugly. like a harbinger of doom. at this point of time i should be busy being a major-exam-taking student, i am. freakishly studying. BUUUUUTT, why oh why should these idiotic craps be in my way, man? a bump in my life journey.

everywhere i turn, i keep seeing things that are no very pleasant. but, imma big girl. i can handle. but if really that desperate a situation, i might need your help.

i just hope things will be like back then when i was a happy 15 year old kid , pronto! which is would be like 7months from now. gaaah! i remember during the hollidays. my butt won't stick at home. or it will for a few days. not moving barely an inch from the bed. i would go out early in the morning, and back in the wee hours and make a beeline for the bed. wakeup the next day with stale makeup like a mask on my face. if i go out at night, i would usually end up doing things that would make me feel sorry but it was well worth the fun. i'd also go out on one time dates. burn a hole in his pocket and then ignore him. can things be anymore fun?! life's sucha breeze.

fyzah suggested a pre o'level celebration. go shisha. hmm, soon okay babe. lets destress! i think tts the cause of a great many amount of turbulance happening in our lives.

i'm leaving everything in your hands to pave a way for us. i won't want to seperate you from your "adikangkats". all of them know you first so they pretty much deserve your attention. hmm. so like the gentleman you are, go layan them lahh. HAHA. this is so wierdly funny.

boy, i got my eyes on you.